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As I ponder my annual surveillance this summer and wonder what will be discussed, I also think about how far I’ve travelled and what I have been able to do. It’s more than I thought I’d be able to do, I didn’t expect to still be here. Often, I feel lucky. Perhaps an odd thing to say when I’m living with Stage IV cancer. But those cards were dealt in 2010, and I now play with a new deck where I do have some control over how those cards are played. As long as it’s not a flush!
No pity please
From day one on 26th July 2010, I did not seek attention for my diagnosis nor did I seek pity, not my style. I went to work as if nothing happened, and I only gave that up when I was unable to fight both battles (my work was challenging!)
I now live with the consequences of cancer and all that comes with ongoing treatment, constant surveillance. Sure, there are bad days, but they are mostly good. But don’t call me ‘sick’ or a ‘sufferer’, I can’t accept those descriptions.
I know my body, I know what needs attention, what might need attention and what is probably regular disease or something or nothing (but mostly nothing because many issues come and go). I keep a diary looking for trends and connections. I tend to be pragmatic with life, e.g. side effects of drugs and treatment are better than the side effects of death, certainly more manageable and enjoyable.
Whenever I post my blog “I don’t look sick, sorry not sorry”, I’m still not looking for pity. And yet, most of the comments I see miss that point and it tends to turn into a ‘pity party’. Not my style. I guess people look at the lead picture without the context inside.
I look well and I’m very happy about that. If someone who knows I have cancer tells me I look well, I rejoice, I don’t get angry because they have not recognised my struggles. They’re not mind readers. Occasionally, and just to be mischievously friendly, I answer with “but you should see my insides” 🙂
Why does a blogger not want attention?
Sure, I write a blog; you’re reading it now. But since 2010, I’m still not after pity ….or attention despite the blog …….. which is most sincerely designed to help others. I want attention for Neuroendocrine Cancer, not me, I’m just the messenger. I’m happy to share my advice and research to people just diagnosed and those on their journey.
But I’m human, I know I’m not invincible. But I don’t tend to be invisible like my illness. know I have an illness which is invisible to most people, I quite like that as I’d rather talk to the guy next to me about football, than any perceived signs of illness. If this person asks, then I spread awareness.
I know about my invisible illness and I can even see it! But I know what to look for, most people do not and I’m very happy and content with that.
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Thank you for the positivity. I too am living a full life. It’s was true sign of positive outlook when I adopted a puppy nearly 5 yrs ago. I made her a promise that I would always be there for her. She’s pulled me through some rough times with this disease. I’m going to keep my promise to her, though she may disagree when we leave her with a sitter or family for a long vacation. 7 + yrs since diagnosis stage 4 PNET.
Thanks, and keep going !!
I love your spirit! You spread amazing comfort peace and always see the glass half full! Keeps me smiling and hopeful! I’m stage 4 too and living a rich but somewhat slower paced life😊. I’ll take it quite happily. Thanks Ronny. You’re the best!
many thanks and best wishes
Very uplifting! Thanks Ronny! Good luck tomorrow
many thanks and best wishes
An excellent reflective piece, which resonates with my situation. Keep it coming Ronnie, you are a light in the darkness. It’s often about perspective and sharing yours keeps me on the right track
many thanks and best wishes
Perfectly stated, as always!
many thanks and best wishes