Yes, it is actually. This photo was taken on 31st October 2010. Three months prior, on 26 July 2010, Ronny Allan was diagnosed with metastatic Neuroendocrine Cancer, a small intestine primary, extensive intra-abdominal neuroendocrine disease including para-aortic and para caval tissue areas, retroperitoneal fibrosis, some suspect areas above the diaphragm and multiple liver metastases. Twelve (12) days prior to this photo, Ronny had a liver embolization which resulted in a week’s recuperation plus pain. Nine days after this photo was taken, Ronny had his first major surgery spending 18 days in hospital. Other surgeries followed. In 2023, despite many side effects of treatment since 2010, he still looks like a picture of health, ……… but you should see his insides!
It sometimes appears that every other cancer awareness article or TV advert involves someone undergoing chemotherapy and has no hair. Many cancer advocacy groups and healthcare related websites like to talk about cancer in these terms, sometimes using a child for added effect. This is clearly playing on the natural emotions we all feel when we see someone young in this condition.
This issue was brought home to me when I once had to attend my local hospital to receive my monthly cancer injection. That hospital allocated this work to the chemotherapy department. While I was there, I was sat next to patients waiting on their chemotherapy treatment – the “Chemo Ward” sign above the door gave it away. As I looked around; the temporary beds and the waiting room were full and all I could see were people who didn’t look as well as I did. Some had hats or bandanas partly disguising the loss of hair. I really felt for them.
No matter how many visits I made, I couldn’t help feeling out of place on a Cancer ward. I’m not sure why I felt like this; after all, I had metastatic cancer and I’ve had some very scary surgery and monthly somatostatin analogue treatment since 2010.
However, this thought didn’t seem to balance it out – some of these people may also have had surgery and were now having adjuvant (follow-on) chemotherapy to get rid of remaining cells. Others could have been heading for surgery after their neoadjuvant chemotherapy treatment reduced the tumour bulk. Fortunately, I only had 17 visits to the hospital for this cancer treatment, I now receive my cancer injection at home.
I just wish these healthcare and advocacy organisations would write an article or produce an advert about my lack of terminal ileum and ascending colon, the malabsorption issues as a consequence of that, my missing mesenteric lymph nodes, my retroperitoneal fibrosis which is still threatening one of my ureter vessels, not forgetting to mention my diseased liver, my lack of gallbladder, my left axillary lymph nodes (and the mild lymphedema I suffered after and which caused reduction in some nerve feelings after their removal), my left supraclavicular and left axillary lymph nodes, my thyroid lesion and my hypothyroidism which may be due to that thyroid lesion and needs a daily pill, my small lung nodule which continues to loiter, my rib lesion waiting to become painful; and my pulmonary emboli which I have taken anticoagulants for since January 2011.
However, they won’t because it just wouldn’t be an effective picture, nor would it be as powerful as one about a person with no hair. Just saying!
The term invisible illness refers to any medical condition that is not outwardly visible to others, even healthcare professionals. Invisible illnesses encompass a broad range of conditions, including heart disease, diabetes, dementia, psychiatric illness, autoimmune disorders, and even cancer.
Many Neuroendocrine Cancer patients look outwardly healthy, and this can often lead to a lack of appreciation of the potential dangers lurking in their life, the person’s actual capabilities, and how they cope with their condition.
I am sure those reading who have a Neuroendocrine Cancer and other diagnoses will find something similar to their own experiences.
Things not to say to a cancer patient – click here
Shame on you! – click here
Things are not always how they seem – click here
Not every illness is visible – click here
Not the stereotypical picture of sick – click here
An Ode to Invisible Illness – click here
Poker Face or Cancer Card – click here
I don’t look sick, sorry not sorry – click here
You must be doing OK, you’ve not had chemotherapy – click here
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