Piss off cancer – I’m 69.5!
I started doing the “Piss off cancer” series when I got to 65, mainly because I initially thought I wouldn’t make that age.I was 54 years and 9 months old at diagnosis on 26th July 2010. For the first few months, I had no idea what the outcome would be. What I did know at the time, given the final staging, grading, and other damage that was accumulated via various tests, checks, and scans; is that my body had been slowly dying.Without intervention I may not be here now to tell you this tale and who knows what would be…
“What are you doing this afternoon”
On 8th July 2010, I was sat in front of a secondary care consultant. I asked specifically for this consultant for two reasons, firstly, he carried out a colonoscopy some 20 months previously which turned out to be negative. Secondly, my GP had referred me to the iron deficiency anaemia clinic, and they wanted to do ….. a colonoscopy. I changed that plan because this "non-issue" was dragging on; quite frankly I wanted it to be resolved quickly, and I wanted it to be resolved in my favour - after all, in my head, I wasn't actually ill..... two months…
Sometimes you gotta climb that hill …….. twice!
Climbing hills are tough, but within my limits, I make the effort and always enjoy the end product, the views and the feeling of accomplishment. The lead picture is a before and after, 2018 and June 2024. Some things are different including dress choice, the weather and my hair colour! Believe it or not, at 68 years old, I'm fitter on the 2024 version! In some ways, my diagnosis and subsequent tests and checks were much easier than the treatment, particularly the surgeries. My first one was really tough with an 18 day stay and at times, I felt quite…
Happy 10th birthday to my Blog Ronny Allan – Living with Neuroendocrine Cancer (RonnyAllan.NET)
On 29th April 2014, I release my first post entitled "What's it all about" i.e. why on earth am I writing a blog! It was simple in those days, I just wanted your money :-) I was fundraising as many diagnosed cancer patients and their supporters frequently do. In my own case, I was fundraising for my local NET charity who were raising money to support NET patients in various ways. Their latest challenge at that time was getting access to intraoperatrive radiotherapy machine (IORT), something that could help 'blast' small cells and tumours in places near to the 'operative…
Piss off cancer, it’s 13 years since my liver surgery!
I'm still here I was 54 years and 9 months old at diagnosis on 26th July 2010. For the first few months, I had no idea what the outcome would be. What I did know at the time, given the final staging, grading, and other damage that was accumulated via various tests, checks, and scans; is that my body had been slowly dying. Without intervention I may not be here now to tell you this tale and who knows what would be listed on my death certificate. It’s amazing to think something that would eventually kill me without intervention, didn’t have…
Four years on
Edit 2024: One of my early posts was entitled "Four years on". I guess I was starting to recognise 'cancerversaries', perhaps realising I might get throuh the ordeal, or at least for longer than I thought. 2014 was also the year I retired after working since the age of 16! My first task was to walk the 84 miles of Hadrian's Wall. Then at year 5 (2015), I started the "I'm still here" series of posts and took it from there. Original Text from 26th July 2014. On Saturday, I glanced at the calendar on my phone and recognised the date as…
Things not to say to someone with cancer
This topic comes up regularly on patient forums, twitter, Facebook..... in fact everywhere! Personally, I don't tend to get too excited about it, although there can be extremes. Most people (not all) are just stumped to know exactly what to say. Even as a person with cancer, I sometimes feel awkward when faced with someone I just found out has a serious illness. It's really difficult to know what to say, knowing how they might react and it's particularly difficult if you don't really know the person, for example on social media, you could be talking to someone who you have never…
Shrek and Princess Fiona
I was looking through some old photographs and came across this one I thought you guys might like. It's pre-diagnosis round 2008 (although I didn't know cancer was growing inside me). As you can see, despite being an ogre, Shrek is actually quite a handsome chap! Moreover, Princess Fiona is as you would expect, beautiful and radiant. There's a bit of a story behind this picture as Chris (Princess Fiona) was in fact not very well at the time. This picture was taken in Anaheim (LA) in Disneyland California in 2008. We were there with Chris's brother Gerry (mad ex…
Sometimes, you gotta climb that hill, even if it hurts
I started my "sometimes you gotta climb that hill" series/campaign some years so. I used it as a metaphor based on my own experience of actually climbing up hills. In the first couple of years after diagnosis, there was no way I could have done some of the physical stuff I can do now - having 3 surgeries and recovering from all 3 put paid to that. But in hindsight, I don't believe I could have done some of these hills before I was diagnosed! To be bluntly honest with myself and you guys, I was too busy at work…
Summary of April 2023 on RonnyAllan.NET
Summary of RonnyAllan.NET website activity in April 2023 The top 10 most read posts in April are included below as the main product of this summary of my website RonnyAllan.NET in April 2023. A challenging month given other commitments and a rib injury sustained on holiday but pleased with my output. I hope there is something you missed and can catch up here. As usual, share this with anyone you think may benefit. Many thanks for reading. Oh yes, it's the great pretender - a new entry A new RonnyAllan.NET awareness campaign and it deserves to be shared to the world…
Happy New Year from Ronny
Another year of survivalI normally only do a Facebook happy new year, but I wanted to make sure I reached everyone who follows my blog and other social media outlets. All of the outlets above have kept my viewing figures high and although I only beat 2021 viewing figures by almost 10,000, it is an upward trend, so I'll take it!2022 was an amazing year in many respects. I continue to live well with Neuroendocrine Cancer, almost like a chronic disease. I'm not foolish enough to think I don't need surveillance though. That is ongoing, including regular contact when…
A Christmas 2022 message from Ronny
Background to 2022I've only ever sent these on Facebook but this year, after some challenges, I wanted to make sure I covered anyone who supports my sites via one channel whether it is Twitter, Facebook, Newsletter or direct from a subscription to my website. All of the outlets above have kept my viewing figures high, I guess I can't complain about a 2022 total of around 270,000 blog hits and hitting the milestone of 2 million blog hits in early November - that was a major boost. It takes 3-4 years to get a million hits based on current performance. This…
On the Cancer Journey, don’t forget to live your life
Many things in life can seem like a bump in the road or a journey along a windy road not sure where the next turn is. In some ways, a cancer diagnosis is another of these inopportune moments, albeit one with many facets. With incurable Neuroendocrine Tumours, many people need to be prepared for a long journey.Beware of the common trap of thinking in terms of all or nothing; or rushing to conclusions. Even with localised NETs which have been removed with curative intent, the journey may continue for a while until your doctors, and you are sure the destination has…
We are still here!
I'm always amazed at the responses to my post "I'm still here" and it has become a bit of a catchphrase I use, even in response to a question in my private group.What I see is that many of us are still here and I wanted to dedicate this post to those who frequently join in with my "I'm still here" posts.I'm glad you're still here too. Share or comment if you agree!We are still hereCheck out the fantastic response to my 5th year 'cancerversary' post. Click here to be inspired. Missed out 6th!!!Check out the fantastic response to my 7th…
My illness may be invisible, but I am not
The term invisible illness refers to any medical condition that is not outwardly visible to others, even healthcare professionals. Invisible illnesses encompass a broad range of conditions, including heart disease, diabetes, dementia, psychiatric illness, autoimmune disorders, and even cancer. Many Neuroendocrine Cancer patients look outwardly healthy, and this can often lead to a lack of appreciation of the potential dangers lurking in their life, the person's actual capabilities, and how they cope with their condition. I am sure those reading who have a Neuroendocrine Cancer diagnosis will find something similar to their own experiences. Growing invisibly inside me for years…
I have walked 500 miles and I will walk 500 more (….. sing along)
https://youtu.be/VKyWLAaStwM?t=53 At the beginning of the year, I signed up to walk 1000 miles in 2021. I can now confirm, I'm halfway there in 5 months. I have buffer time ..... but only if I keep going. By total coincidence it came on the anniversary of the completion of an 84 mile walk along Hadrian's Wall on 31st May 2014. 500 miles seems a lot more than that epic journey, but Chris and I did do around 300 miles in training to build up our stamina. Am I mad walking 1000 miles as a Stage 4 cancer patient? Not quite…
If it’s not raining, it’s not training! (part 2)
As someone who was born and raised in the Scotland, and lived most of my life in the UK, I'm no stranger to inclement weather. In my 29 years years in the military, the weather was no excuse to do nothing, whether it was training or the real thing. They gave us wet weather clothing after all! There is a saying in the UK army and it goes like this "If it's not raining, it's not training". In classic British pragmatism, it decodes to "raining is normal so get on with it". In fact, one of my oldest army friends…
The Flu shot – it’s not just about you
An Opinion Post Edit: October 2024. I continue to believe the flu shot is even more important in the era of COVID-19. The flu is an illness that typically spreads in autumn and winter. A major flu outbreak could potentially overwhelm a person who might contract both at once or overlap. In fact, in Dec 2023 after contracting my second infection of COVID-19, I had a back to back regular chest infection needing antibiotics. OK, I still succumbed to both even after having both shots in that year, but who knows what would have happened without them. Like last year, I…
Neuroendocrine Cancer – is normally slow growing BUT …..
I have a lot to be thankful for The points below are awareness and should not be confused with pity parties (I don't do those) No thanks for growing inside me for years before making your vague announcement Sorry too late, I'm metastatic and around 50% of patients will be at diagnosis (so I'm not alone!). It's very SNEAKY! No thanks for making a right mess inside my body! I mean, I look really good, I look really well, but you should see my INSIDES No thanks for generating fibrosis throughout my mesentery and retroperitoneum! I really didn’t know what…
25 Life Lessons From a Two-Time Cancer Survivor
Sometimes, a blog post comes along and it just resonates! I got chatting with the author who has given me permission to post it here. Shari Berman is a two-time cancer survivor. She was diagnosed with Hodgkin’s Lymphoma at age 25, days after returning from her honeymoon and a second time with breast cancer 8 years later. I posted her full CV below.Her post "25 Life Lessons From a Two-Time Cancer Survivor" is a fantastic summary of a positive approach to life, despite a cancer diagnosis (or in Shari's case, two). I've seen some similar quotes before but Shari has collated…
Living with Cancer – if you’re reading this, you’re surviving
You may sometimes feel like you're not surviving but if you're reading this then you most definitely must be! For the first few years after my diagnosis, I avoided using the word 'survivor' in relation to my incurable cancer. I had no idea what was going to happen. It just didn't seem to sit right despite the fact I'm a 'glass half full' kind of guy.However ........ I was studying the term 'Survivorship' and found it also applies to those living with incurable and long-term cancer. This piece of research totally changed my thinking.Today is National Cancer Survivors Day (which…